feedback for mai soulmate

First of all...this is not from me nor who...i don't know this guy here....i don't write this becox i wanna support him...Is jus for my own fun sake and for my soul mate Jocelyn to feel better..An answer to her feeling...well...i know it wont help much because i am not the guy there...but Joce , take it as a joke from warren okay? cheer up...i don't wanna see you sad :)



It hurts too if he tells her how he feels...he just don't want to lose a friend like her..

It hurts him too when she blamed him for not caring her...he just don't know how to express it..

He knows she need his attention..but she cant never blame a man for not showing it..

He knows she will be very disappoint with him..He cant help it...

He can never be her's man...She always deserve a better one...

He might be a man that covers up every fields but to her...He is totally naked...

He is born to be a popular lover...His natural is to get along with all girls...

He always act all high and mighty in front of her...because he wants her to listen to him...

He knows he is not the type to get tighten up by her's love...better off just remains the same like before...

He just gonna take some time to realize what had he done..

He never knows how deep the scar he left behind...all he knows is kind girl which needs him to secure her fragile heart...and yes...he did it and crushed it the same time....

Perhaps...He is sucks..He admitted it...

Indeed...He just pretended to be dumb and ignoring the girl sincerity...and seek the world for a better choices....

He don't worth for the girl...ya...don't worth it at all...

He decided to put a full stop...between him and her...

He will never delivered the most promising 8 alphabets...not to her...Both of them were never meant to be together...

He will wait for another guy to carry the role..to love her and to care about her...

He apologize for creating such misunderstanding for her...He is just a player that treated everyone the same way...

However...He will be glad that things are gonna work out fine for her...
He appreciate it that she took his advice heavily...

He thanks her for her feelings towards him...

He was the most luckiest person in the world to meet such a nice girl like her...

-Wise Guy-

back to KL again @@

after such long holidays..finally i have to force my self to come back to KL...lol...miss ipoh so much...having crazy night life everyday till morning brings me lots of troubles... T.T gotta adjust back my sleeping and wake up routine...

I spent a lot in pass week...ang pau money all gone...been to sing K...yum cha...ta kei...watch movie..hang kai...eat steamboat...gambling...clubbing...wow...enjoyed those moment alots...so happy to able to meet my old friends Carrie Heng tat just came back from Australia for vacation...turns to a leng lui edi... ^^

Met Uncle Charles , but no chance to chit chat with him...gotta find him next time...
Met Ashley , a lunch and hair cut appointment...glad that she loves the new style..
Met Joce for few days , and the last day she fong me fei kei...lol...nvm...i dun blame her...
Met Danny , a sohai as usual...good in DOTA...
Met Yik , another sohai...professional gammer
Met Dong , a big sohai...
Met Wan , the so called korean guy...good looking , good in singing (thats it joce...)
Met Yong , funny and cute guy
Met Woo , I flew with his rm 50 ...haha...pay him back next return
Met Jojo , erm..hey...dun abuse ur god-brother...lol (must mention on this)

Anyway...cny fever is gone...have to focus on daily life again...wat a pity...but soon after i finish my course at KL...i got a long holidays again...YES !!! gotta looking forward to it...MY DREAM !!!

2 weeks b4 CNY

finally i m free to update my blog again...thanks to my bestie Jocelyn Chai...she remind me that i got a blog... :p (i almost forget my blog address...too much work on hand nowdays...)

hmmm...how come i cant think of anything to type??lol...my mind is all blank...the feel to type is not with me...nothing special for me to share...nothing interesting happen for this few weeks...nothing fun in my life also...(got a serious intention to stop and go sleep now..gosh..)

CNY is coming soon...next two weeks...yay...gonna meet lots of my buddies back at ipoh...miss those crazy moment...and most importantly to re-fill my wallet...almost broke...lucky cny got ang pau...

Omg...suddenly realise i still haven shop for myself yet...what i gonna wear when CNY ?? go shopping at One Utama and The Curve but still cant get any due to high taste and low budget...lol...too bad...better go get some in this two weeks...WHO CAN ACCOMPANY ME ?? alone shopping very bored... T.T

Argh...cant wait for it...getting excited for each day passes

Very Happening Day of 2008

is 31st Dec 2008....and yes...the street is crowed by peoples and cars...lol...lots of event going on all the way in the world...everyone is busy thinking where to....^^
but to me...muahahaha...i gonna lamely pass it at a cyber cafe...enter the world of dota and pawning people non stop...gosh....so so happening...
WAT TO DO??no friend no car no family no couple...aix...
Hope Everyone Gonna Have A Sweet Year...All The Best In 2009 In Everyway...
I gonna list out some of my new year hopes that i gonna fullfill it...

1.Be a top stylist (I'm on the way to it)
2.Be more charming (hope I can..)
3.Enlarge my friend circle (I always looking forward meeting people)
4.Get a girlfriend (most important..I m hot and available now..contact number 016-5915901)
5.Win the WCG dota 5v5 championship..(this is bullshit..i wont taking part in it :p)

Lol....Sweet Year Everyone...Happy New Year to the world and me...

Long Live The Prince

after such long christmas break...finally i am back to KL again...argh...
miss those crazy buddies of mine and those idiotic moments we share...
but anyway i gonna meet them in a month time..
ya...The CNY is coming ( get another 1 week off...lol... )

Just now...I "accidentally" clicked on some one link in friendster...
It seems she was doing well in her life recently...hmm...good for her...
I am not tat bad to curse her...^^hope she really find what she wanted...
I am still the same as old...not making much use of myself...
still a jackass of life...sigh...
really could not stand the feel seeing someone moving forward while i still stuck on my ground...

Bout my christmas holiday...yay...thanks jocelyn...I love your present alot :-)
and thanks for accompany me...even just for a short while...you really my bestie...gosh

I been carrying a heavy responsibility on my shoulder now...I need to take care of one of my friend that came to KL to work at my salon...lol...I finally understand what it takes to do so...
omg...is so tense and pressuring...I cant even manage my own life properly...Lol..
Lets pray that we can get rid of any troubles and dangers together...

I gonna pass my last day of 2008 in KL...Hmmm...Kinda lonely...never experience such big event without my gangs...hope they enjoyed it at Ipoh...I gonna sort out what i suppose to do in the mean time...lol...

Countdown...45 hours and 25 minutes more to 2009...
I shall reborn along with my new year's hope...

tough day for my friend..

omfg...wth has happen to this world...my friend car mirror being crash by some bastard...those bastard get away with my friend laptop...it happen so suddenly...tell the truth...i were really stunt by it...all this while i only heard it through ppl or saw it from the paper...never tot that such thing will happen to my circle of life...the car parked just infront of housing area...those mthfkr really got guts, dont they?

Malaysia is a peaceful country??(bull shitting.. )
Wawasan 2020??(o0o nah!!...wasting the money of consumer...)
Report police case dont accept??(what for we need you then...)
We will do something bout it if we had enough info??(go for the info not wait for it..)

Comon you people so call "gorverment"...make some benefits or else disband it la...
A big disgrace for me to born in this failure country...
You loser,soab,smd and rip..

Early Christmas Wishes To EveryOne

god....another sleepless night...why can't i just sleep comfortably like anyone else...crap...
14 days more to 25 December...ya....Christmas is around...haha...an early wishes to everyone to read my blog.."Merry Christmas"

Christmas...a day i afraid of...what am i suppose to do...almost half the whole world is celebrating such romantic day with their lovely one...the other half??ya...like me...pretend to be excited but actually hopping someone to wishes us sincerely deep bottom of our heart....

Not mixing others cause i scare i gonna crush the atmosphere..Staying lonely...Just only for one night though...^^ slowing down our tempo for just that night...not gonna sleep so early...guess I gonna lay on more caffeine..Christmas in any senses...not a day for boring people...switch on the TV and close all the lights...is a total different world from the outside where every streets is crowed by people..

Looking around in my house...yeah...nothings much but wall...feels kinda cold...one year before and now is still the same...nothings changes...where is the Santa Claus??(that is my only christmas wishes..)..even though there is no present nor people to chat with...kinda sour taste...but surprisingly it dont feels bad..at least I know there are some boring people in the corner of their own...I am not alone... :)

Actually I get used to it long time...it shouldnt be any problem for being alone...why it feels special on christmas??maybe I lacking of comfort by somebody...sometimes we purposely act to show people loneliness...did you guys ever try to enjoy loneliness and wishes ownself a "Merry Christmas" ??

I din't date anyone...for sure no ones gonna bother me...you din't date anyone...why not you call me??lol...how should we pass the time while count downing 12 am sharp??gosh..how many boring people we have by the way??argh....A LONELY CHRISTMAS.... T.T