Thanks ( I said I am crying when I typing this )

2009 August 26...I drove my new myvi my dad bought me from Ipoh to KL...
My dad assisted me for the whole trip...
He gave me advice through his driving experience...

Dad :" you know...you should slow down when u cornering and passing the bridge..."
Son :" o...( as long as i dont crash... )"

(moment of silence)

Dad :" you know...sometimes if your brother needs the car...you should give him...don't just take it as own property...is our family car..."
Son :" o...( if i dont need it ofcox i gonna let him... )
Dad :" be very careful and concentrate on the road...No speeding and both hand on the steering...British peoples drive using 2 :40 or 10 :20 ( referring to clock )
Son :" o...( I know...I so don't wanna die too )
Dad :" and dont borrow your car to your friends..the insurance only include you ,your brother and me..
Son :" o...( why should I ? ~feeling annoyed )

(radio : Taylor Swift ; Love Story )

Dad :" you know...you better behave yourself...your mom and me gave you whatever you want..you are lucky...you said you want a car...and we gave a car..."
Son :" o...( well..thanks then.. )
Dad :" make sure you treasure it...is all from my savings , my epf money i worked for the past 20 - 30 years...
Son :" o...( feeling kinda guilty... )
Dad :" at first I plan to use this money to get the new Proton's Exora...the 7 seated car...but since you wanted a new car...I just brought it to you...and i can tell you...it cost me all...So I just gonna drive back my own old car...
Son :" o...( started to feel bad )

(radio : Coldplay ; Viva la Vida )

Dad :" I never drive a new car before since I grow up...Always only can afford to buy a old car...Your grandpa never sponsor me even a dollar when i said i wan to buy a car...He said you want a car you buy yourself...He is poor...I work for my living expenses while I studied at England..I open my restaurant last time using my own money...Even my wedding I paid myself... ( flashback all the times he been through )
Son :" ...( cant say a word )
Dad :" You truly blessed by god for living such easy and comfort life... "
Son :" ...( something gonna rush out from my eyes )

(drive into the rest stop...enter the washroom silently)
Deep within ,
For all this year....I never been good to him...I always treated him so cold...
I din even chat properly with him before...And still...He did so much for me....
He even respond to my nonsense request...He worked so hard for so many years just to fulfill his own dream of having a new car...And when he had the money to get it...He choose to give it to his children...
yeah...maybe you gonna think...is his responsibility or is not anything great...so?

So !!??
Always in my heart...He is not the type of people to tell his past and feeling..He always seems so far and cool to me...He always passes his message through my mom to me...Is the first time I feel the love and gentle underneath his bold and cool outlook...Is so so touching...At that really moment...I realized he is so old...and I hurt him a lot through my growing stage...I have totally misunderstand him...I feel so useless...

(get back to the trip...)

Son :" hey dad...I wanted to go to overseas next year...( I gonna earn big money...I gonna repay
you..)
Dad :" well if you think you are making the right choice I am not gonna stop you...go and grab
your dream...dont waste your life....
Son :" o...o...kay...( started to sound like crying again... )
Dad :" if that is your intention...you need to work hard now...gain more experience....
Son :'' o...( yeah...I not gonna fail you...I just wish i am not too far behind on the track )

(radio : David Archuleta ; Touch My Hand )

Son ( Dad...sorry for every mistake and wrong step i made...I never feel so much love before...I truly glad I have parents like you and mom...You two are the greatest to me...I know I have been selfish...Forgive me for being so childish...Thanks for the lecture...I am awake by now...Please dont worry for me...I gonna make you two proud...I promise...Dad , one day , I gonna buy u a brand new comfort big and luxury car...

God , my ever wishes to you...
Please take good care of both of them...
I still have lots more to repay them...
Please allow the day to come...

I love You..

Story of a noob player Team with a pro Gamer

Is a voice out from a NOOB player...

I am not a pro...
I know I feed alot...
I know I cant kill...
I know I cant even farm...

But..
do you think I wish to be a noob??
do you think I wish to feed??
do you think I wish to leak kills??
do you think I wish to being denied by opponent??

NO !!
I want to be a pro also...
I want to avoid death too...
I want to HOLY SHIT triple kill...
I want to farm my full set and impress you all...

Is just...
I am still noob...
I cant escape from enemy by using F.O.G...
I cant even ks my teammate because of my poor last hitting...
I cant farm at all cause I have sux lane control....

So Pro...
Pls understand...
I am just...
A...
Noob...

I Do

My best friend gonna get married soon...June 13...and i gonna be his best man yeah...haha..
happy for him...and cant wait for that day...
Best friend's wedding makes me busy as him...
Gotta get my hair done...get a new suit for his wedding...take care of my skin...help in preparing his wedding...oh god...even thought i'm complaining but i will carry my role willingly and enjoying...
This is my first time becoming a groomsmen and this is also my first time participating in my friends wedding...OmG..He reminds me that i am in need of LOVE...I truly envy him @@
Still cant believe his is getting married so soon...
But i sure that is not gonna be a block between our dreams right...
Haha...Looking forward till the day...as....there is something more then a friend's wedding...
Gonna keep some secret to myself...not blogging out this... :p
I sure everything gonna be smooth and fine....

Jason...wish u have good year ahead...with your wife....and your children...
And...pray that i am going to be a fantastic best man or groomsmen ever in the century ^^

omFgiTsDaWoNi

LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.....
BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD....
I need some one to talk to....But no one seems suitable to me...I mean...yeah...No ONE is my current Friend's circle....
I need new friends....I need someone that i don't know them completely....so that i could waste some time to figure them out....
I just need....
some one to talk to me....

I wanna Be

I wanna be a professional Hair Artist .
I wanna be a professional Musician .
I wanna be a professional Gamer .
I wanna be a professional Life Liver .

Another little small secret

this is a story of my own...or maybe is just another same story with you..

I , Warren Har Jern Hou ,
17 years old ,
born in a normal lovely family ,
living a spoiled life ,
did not studied well in school ,
always play and joke around ,
never really take a serious thought of my future ,
hurt my parents a lot ,
love to hang out with my spoiled friends ,

is facing the most blurry stage in my life...
I have great dreams of my tomorrow...
but i am lazy...
I know what i am suppose to do in my life...
but i am afraid of it...
I am standing on the same ground after years...
my situation never change...
I know the successful one is always at the top...
but i scare of climbing up to it...
I am trying hard to be good...
to let my old mans feel glad...
But i have totally lost on my own...

I still cant find my own path...
pop , mom , everyone...
I am sorry for being so depending and spoiled...
One day in the tomorrow...I will make all of u proud...
I promise...

noob

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